departure.

1 more day till the semester end.

i quite enjoy this semester even though it was horrid for a while.

shall try to survive another 3 semesters.

joy.

just pray i dont have to retake anything.

so many things happen i dont have time for anything anymore.

shall not emo.

on another note , i bought new lens and shoes.

first time in my life spend so much money on stuff.

$A$

money fly for a good cause.

well i got nth much to say.

bye for now.

Frustration

It seems that i can't tell anyone anything anymore.

when somethings are meant to keep a secret it spreads like wild fire.

i don't know who to trust or believe in.

can only depend on myself.

but as someone said.

"its not good to keep things bottled inside"

but then again.

where ever i post my feelings or something on somewhere.

someone will find it.

and it bothers me a lot sometimes.

i hate life sometimes.

so now its time to be a shadow.

DX

where no one will know things.

and i'm stalking you.

=X

A friday night alone is so sad and boring.

playing rage games with people who are hundred thousand of kilometers away.

i feel like something is missing in my life.

it feels like there is no one here for me.

now i understand how daddeh feels.

Damn it.

But before coming home was okay, had fun hunting with friends and fooling around in school.

once i reach home is just sad.

and my period is not helping me either. =A=

I just want to be happy.

but there is always something blocking me from happiness.

enough of being emo.

i have to move on.

on another note , fasting and ghost month is coming.

Have fun~

Thank you

Thank you for the time you have spent with me the past week.

i enjoyed it.

though it was short, it was great.

but the past week made me see you differently.

point is , i had notice that you can't handle me well.

so that why i didnt want to continue it.

more problem will arise.

i'am sure of it.

i'm sorry for causing more hurt.

i could feel that you were about to cry after we departed yesterday.

and i saw u said sayonara.

its time to move forward again.

Thank you.

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" its time to keep your dolls dear" said mother.

i looked up to her with teary eyes, but why, why would she want me to keep my most beloved doll. i could not understand her. but i had no say. dragging my doll down the hall way thinking about the times we had together, tears slowly flow down my cheeks.opening the basement door i saw that chest i had once open to found joy. slowly walking towards that chest, i felt regret. i was unwilling to let him go but i had to. it wont do both of us good. slowly i unstrung him with more regret with every pull. slowly pulling it apart, placing part by part in to the chest. as the last piece entered the chest , a river of tears flowed.

"thank you"

i closed the chest.

and left the room with out any regrets.

Not in the good mood.

I found out i got a D for my UT 1.

/rage.

well maybe cause i dont even understand wtf little prince is about.

now u make me watch a fucking movie with is retarded.

i sense i'm going to fail bad.

i rather write a story then answer question from a movie which involve people with dual personality and memories erasing shit.

i'm stressed enough.

Then more things start to pop up.

i cannot deal with so many things happening at the same time.

i need a real bad stress reliever.

head hurts so bad now.

INB4 i go insane.

just want to say.

thank you for being there for me but i cant accept your feelings.

both of you.

please stop fighting.

it wont do me and you any good.

and no pushing me to anyone.

ur making ur own life difficult like this.

lets all be friends until i sort my life/feelings out.

fucking hate life.

fucking screwing with me.

KTHXBAI

rushing time

K cosfest in 2 days.

what is left is making the bow but i'm still procastinating.

damnit

y

wanted to cosplay panty but the amount of people cosing

i heard is too much so i gave up the idea of cosing her.

=A=

stgcc in 2 months.

planning to do MH. maybe DX

or arcarna heart.

DX see first www.

so many things to do.

i'm still procrastinating.

=A=

gagaga. hope this can finish by today.

>_<

see u guys at cosfest.

failllllllll

/rage.

if u guys know who is bossiness kei read on if not dont bother reading.

omg u fail so bad

trying to say that cosplay = COSTUME PLAY.

then u say anything can be cosplay?

because costume play mean dressing up.

=A=

fuck u seriously.

and trying to mindfuck the people about failasia.

saying about the cosplay failbassador about the only cosplaya ambassador in singapore.

still saying that failasia at least won something at a national level

WIN WHAT SIA?

i know. MATSURI!

hosted by your own failasia.

please dont make me fucking laugh.

u won national level with ur china made products.

[k i also use china products butttt]

compared to the others who MADE the costume THEMSELVES.

u are no where close to even winning.

national? ITS EASY TO WIN.

look at uncle he so awesome! also can win!

u talk so much, let me see u win regional or the world cosplay summit.

then talk to me.

my god, forcing failasia at us.

=A=

my god. no way in singapore i'm going to let u run us down.

with ur all talk no action.

ahahasial

My friend singing. Awesome right!

my heart melted >_<

Good luck on tomorrow competition!

will go down support you!

I don't really like smses.

replying , is bothersome.

=A=

sometimes i dont know what to reply , i give less then 5 words.

people not happy .

=A=.

WHAT DO U WANT FROM ME.

[quote from adam lambert song]

and too much drama already.

=A=

i'm like damn half ass at replying messages.

u want a direct answer?

talk to me in the face.

Jealousy is a scary thing.

people emotions runs wild like fire.

causing people to hurt people even more.

and causing me to think differently of you.

i hate jealous people.

even i myself is a very jealous person

= i hate myself too

LOLOLOL.

but meh , lets not talk about the sad stuff.

YESTERDAY~

went out with dear.

>///<

gagagagagagaga

actually we wanted to watch movie at CWP , then change to chua chu kang then change to bukit batok.

=A=.

the timing screwing with us lololol

we went and bought tickets.

he bought the wrong one.

www

he bought the later one when he suppose to get the earlier one.

end up have to wait for 1hour +++

went around westmall walk walk, see kids play bayblade.

went to subway eat.

i only ate cookies.

played a trick on him.

by shooting the paper covering the straw in his face.

DX

then went in to the movies.

was damn cold.

i told him my hand damn cold.

>///<

KYAAAAAAAAAAAA

he hold my hands or proly i force him =X >D

OHOHOHOHO.

but still it was still damn cold lololol!!!!

i tried being man , but he push me away =A= .

cause i think he cant stand being semed over.

LOLOLOLOL.

after the movies he went back sch =A=

then i went home. on the way met ni chan.

took mrt together till woodlands.

then go home then stone.

=A=

Y u cant go out whole day T_T.

gagaga . nvm .

at least had fun watching movie with u.

derpderp..

kk thats all.

Bye bye