departure.

1 more day till the semester end.

i quite enjoy this semester even though it was horrid for a while.

shall try to survive another 3 semesters.

joy.

just pray i dont have to retake anything.

so many things happen i dont have time for anything anymore.

shall not emo.

on another note , i bought new lens and shoes.

first time in my life spend so much money on stuff.

$A$

money fly for a good cause.

well i got nth much to say.

bye for now.

Frustration

It seems that i can't tell anyone anything anymore.

when somethings are meant to keep a secret it spreads like wild fire.

i don't know who to trust or believe in.

can only depend on myself.

but as someone said.

"its not good to keep things bottled inside"

but then again.

where ever i post my feelings or something on somewhere.

someone will find it.

and it bothers me a lot sometimes.

i hate life sometimes.

so now its time to be a shadow.

DX

where no one will know things.

and i'm stalking you.

=X

A friday night alone is so sad and boring.

playing rage games with people who are hundred thousand of kilometers away.

i feel like something is missing in my life.

it feels like there is no one here for me.

now i understand how daddeh feels.

Damn it.

But before coming home was okay, had fun hunting with friends and fooling around in school.

once i reach home is just sad.

and my period is not helping me either. =A=

I just want to be happy.

but there is always something blocking me from happiness.

enough of being emo.

i have to move on.

on another note , fasting and ghost month is coming.

Have fun~

Thank you

Thank you for the time you have spent with me the past week.

i enjoyed it.

though it was short, it was great.

but the past week made me see you differently.

point is , i had notice that you can't handle me well.

so that why i didnt want to continue it.

more problem will arise.

i'am sure of it.

i'm sorry for causing more hurt.

i could feel that you were about to cry after we departed yesterday.

and i saw u said sayonara.

its time to move forward again.

Thank you.

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" its time to keep your dolls dear" said mother.

i looked up to her with teary eyes, but why, why would she want me to keep my most beloved doll. i could not understand her. but i had no say. dragging my doll down the hall way thinking about the times we had together, tears slowly flow down my cheeks.opening the basement door i saw that chest i had once open to found joy. slowly walking towards that chest, i felt regret. i was unwilling to let him go but i had to. it wont do both of us good. slowly i unstrung him with more regret with every pull. slowly pulling it apart, placing part by part in to the chest. as the last piece entered the chest , a river of tears flowed.

"thank you"

i closed the chest.

and left the room with out any regrets.

Not in the good mood.

I found out i got a D for my UT 1.

/rage.

well maybe cause i dont even understand wtf little prince is about.

now u make me watch a fucking movie with is retarded.

i sense i'm going to fail bad.

i rather write a story then answer question from a movie which involve people with dual personality and memories erasing shit.

i'm stressed enough.

Then more things start to pop up.

i cannot deal with so many things happening at the same time.

i need a real bad stress reliever.

head hurts so bad now.

INB4 i go insane.

just want to say.

thank you for being there for me but i cant accept your feelings.

both of you.

please stop fighting.

it wont do me and you any good.

and no pushing me to anyone.

ur making ur own life difficult like this.

lets all be friends until i sort my life/feelings out.

fucking hate life.

fucking screwing with me.

KTHXBAI

rushing time

K cosfest in 2 days.

what is left is making the bow but i'm still procastinating.

damnit

y

wanted to cosplay panty but the amount of people cosing

i heard is too much so i gave up the idea of cosing her.

=A=

stgcc in 2 months.

planning to do MH. maybe DX

or arcarna heart.

DX see first www.

so many things to do.

i'm still procrastinating.

=A=

gagaga. hope this can finish by today.

>_<

see u guys at cosfest.

failllllllll

/rage.

if u guys know who is bossiness kei read on if not dont bother reading.

omg u fail so bad

trying to say that cosplay = COSTUME PLAY.

then u say anything can be cosplay?

because costume play mean dressing up.

=A=

fuck u seriously.

and trying to mindfuck the people about failasia.

saying about the cosplay failbassador about the only cosplaya ambassador in singapore.

still saying that failasia at least won something at a national level

WIN WHAT SIA?

i know. MATSURI!

hosted by your own failasia.

please dont make me fucking laugh.

u won national level with ur china made products.

[k i also use china products butttt]

compared to the others who MADE the costume THEMSELVES.

u are no where close to even winning.

national? ITS EASY TO WIN.

look at uncle he so awesome! also can win!

u talk so much, let me see u win regional or the world cosplay summit.

then talk to me.

my god, forcing failasia at us.

=A=

my god. no way in singapore i'm going to let u run us down.

with ur all talk no action.

ahahasial

My friend singing. Awesome right!

my heart melted >_<

Good luck on tomorrow competition!

will go down support you!

I don't really like smses.

replying , is bothersome.

=A=

sometimes i dont know what to reply , i give less then 5 words.

people not happy .

=A=.

WHAT DO U WANT FROM ME.

[quote from adam lambert song]

and too much drama already.

=A=

i'm like damn half ass at replying messages.

u want a direct answer?

talk to me in the face.

Jealousy is a scary thing.

people emotions runs wild like fire.

causing people to hurt people even more.

and causing me to think differently of you.

i hate jealous people.

even i myself is a very jealous person

= i hate myself too

LOLOLOL.

but meh , lets not talk about the sad stuff.

YESTERDAY~

went out with dear.

>///<

gagagagagagaga

actually we wanted to watch movie at CWP , then change to chua chu kang then change to bukit batok.

=A=.

the timing screwing with us lololol

we went and bought tickets.

he bought the wrong one.

www

he bought the later one when he suppose to get the earlier one.

end up have to wait for 1hour +++

went around westmall walk walk, see kids play bayblade.

went to subway eat.

i only ate cookies.

played a trick on him.

by shooting the paper covering the straw in his face.

DX

then went in to the movies.

was damn cold.

i told him my hand damn cold.

>///<

KYAAAAAAAAAAAA

he hold my hands or proly i force him =X >D

OHOHOHOHO.

but still it was still damn cold lololol!!!!

i tried being man , but he push me away =A= .

cause i think he cant stand being semed over.

LOLOLOLOL.

after the movies he went back sch =A=

then i went home. on the way met ni chan.

took mrt together till woodlands.

then go home then stone.

=A=

Y u cant go out whole day T_T.

gagaga . nvm .

at least had fun watching movie with u.

derpderp..

kk thats all.

Bye bye

Tired

So tired.

i'm trying to be happy but i cant.

every time i meet u.

i can feel sadness from you.

it makes me sad.

i hate my super i can tell what ur feeling now powers.

i wish i was dumb.

like what ni chan always says.

act dumb live longer.

when u act sad and stuff.

i dont know what to do.

to either continuing life like this or

altering the life i have now.

it will be painful for both ways.

Humans are corrupted, we live in a corrupted word.

i resent all humans.

it just that no humans no entertainment.

i'm a awful person lololol.

i want to be teleported in to a different world.

where there is no pain or suffering.

=A=

k this sounds like a suicide note.

LOLOLOLOL

no i wont go kill myself that just dumb.

it just that i'm tired of my life now.

i want to be happy.

but happiness seems so far away.

I hope things gets better.

Good night.

=A=

Outing

First i have to show u my group work. 2 weeks ago tou.

just finally found out how to use bloodly bluetooth

on phone connecting to computer.

a hello kitty bag LOL!

L2P cosplay.

MHP3

Rangurotora

ラングロトラ

apparently the coser

knows me and i dont know him =A=

i so fail LOLS!

So back to today.

I slept at 4am in the morning because was talking to aniki on skype =A=

woke up at 8.45++

rush down to school for Newater trip.

Met haslett.

[i ask him to go to the trip with me cause we are in need of points]

lols!

boarded the bus.

realise most of the people going are year one.

so damn noisy >_<

POTEZ , came to school to try his luck to see if he was in the list.

so boliao, never check mail one. lols!

lucky got his name. if not i sure laugh.

went to Newater plant.

bus ride was damn boring , but got haslett there DX

talk to haslett about many things which i forgot. STM YAY.

but remembered about cars and motorcycles DX

so we reached

went tru the plant.

made fun at anything we can find.

LOL.

was enjoyable.

because not alone if not sure can die.

later

went back to school.

we talk about more random stuff that i cannot remember.

but the only part i remember is about birthdays.

y i have so bad stm =A=.

reached school.

haslett went to driving center.

on the way to help jcig

met Yuchi halfway.

talk about so many lol stuff.

help to put back stuff in club room.

slack the whole day until evening.

called nanaka, to have dinner.

went to raffles to eat ramen.

ate at baikohken

serving so huge

first time cant finish ramen.

=A=

after that walked around. found dessert place so we went in.

i ordered Ume jelly

Just as i expected jelly is actually umeshu. so high <3

then nanaka ordered matcha parfait

i damn boliao wanted to order something else.

so i ordered white wine jelly. smell so strong =A=

but it was good.

after that come home.

and do poster for Newater thingy.

then

Now skyping with aniki, listening to aniki sing~

today was fun ^w^

hope more days like today come!

question

When i ask you a question , i want answer.

=A=

Y U NO GIVE ME ANSWER.

u always will avoid the question.

gagaga.

=A=

hias. nth to say.

also asking question , please ask something that is not hard to reply.

i proly give 1 word answer.

lol.

i cant hold a proper conversation.

because i cant put my heart to in to replying people.

sorry if i always give 1 word answers.

>_<

habit

so its up to you .

to continue a conversation.

>_<

time to slp nights!

Had the weirdest dream last night.

another zombie one.

=A= i woke up tired.

like i have been running away from something.

lots of drama in this zombie Apocalypse dream.

so many running and killing.

i feel so tired.

i want to stop having these type of dreams.

makes me vulnerable.

i want to go home and slp now.

L2P

Yesterday went to L2P with nanaka and aniki.

There was free coffee served by the cute and handsome people from Haru Cafe.

Free play of MvC3.

i got owned by another player, so sad =< so gay. he combo all the way. =A=

Free play of SF4.

was not that bad.

but when i played with this girl, she was so pissed.

cause i was trolling her. lolololol.

when the last match i played with her, she so scary.

bang the controller.

derpderp.

Also played WS , bushiroad set up tables and chairs.

still havent learnt how to play vanguard =A=

Took picture of that amourdillo thingy i forgot its name from MH.

requested him to roll but he cant lols!

Bought manaka nendroid!

Dinner with parents.

then went home.

overall this year event was smaller compared to previous year.

but had fun anyways~

=D

please dont read unless u wanna see me curse and swear.

KNN CCB.

FML.

the fucking past came back and haunt me.

i did stupid things that i should had not done.

fucking stupid of me.

that asshole, found me.

OMG I THOUGHT U STILL IN JAIL SIA.

WAFACK.

omg.

i in bad position now.

OMG I TRIED TO FORGET ABOUT THE STUPID THINGS THAT I HAD DONE.

and now he is back.

those who knows, knows.

please dont ask what is it.

i haunted.

for being so stupid.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

CB.

KNN.

ALL I CAN DO NOW IS CURSE AND SWEAR

i cant fucking do anything.

just praying u go back to jail.

fuck.

i thought u will stay there fucking longer.

OMG.

Y u come back

fucking come and haunt me.

KNN CCB ASSHOLE

STAY AWAY FROM ME.

fuck i so stupid.

FUCK FUCK FUCK

i'm acting like i dont know who are you

CAUSE I TRYING TO RUN AWAY FROM YOU

OMG

STAY AWAY

PLEASE

DONT COME AND FIND ME

I'M SCARED LIKE FUCK.

I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER THAT FUCKING DAY

omg.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

someone save me

i sense avoidence already.

play time is over dear.

=D

lets stop this.

on another note.

I NEED A INTERNET GIRLFRIEND / BOYFRIEND.

derpderp. lols!

Dear sorry for being attached to you.

maybe cause i was running away from something.

and i needed someone there.

to help me and spend time with me.

u always made me laugh, i was happy being with you.

even though we dont even meet at all.

you have your life i have mine.

i should stop being attached to u.

=A=

i think u find it annoying.

DX

sorry.

this i r cant

u smsed me, asking why i kept asking you how's life.

i don't know how to answer you.

as some where inside i still love you.

maybe cause i'am still worried about you.

i miss the feeling of you being here with me.

though i'm living fine without you.

i have this feeling of grabbing u and hugging u tight.

thinking anyone would do.

using other people as a replacement is stupid but i r cant stop.

that feeling of having someone with you.

its so hard to be alone.

after 2 years.

it feels so weird without you.

its like i have been thrown to a world of unknown.

but being me.

i'm giving you up.

i don't look back.

so lets start afresh if it ever happens.

愛してくれて、ありがとう

あなたのこと忘れないよ

いつも幸せになる!

what i think

one day this will all stop, the day you don't love me no more and the day i had found someone else.

i should stop myself from doing this.

maybe i should find someone new, just to stop you from loving me.

i just don't like you in that way

all the things i had done is for my own advantage of being lonely.

i rather be friends normal friends ,not until that point we had pass today.

i need self fucking control

=A=

OTL

someone please save me from the depths i had pass to the point of breaking.

Regret?

mou yamete?

i don't know what to do now.

i should have not ask that question.

gagaga

i'm afraid to lose you but at the same time afraid to hurt you.

i should stop myself from going down any further then this .

i cant just depend on you.

i feel stupid

oh wait

i was always stupid

FML

i need someone to give me a slap across the face.

i just fucked up my life just like that.

and seriously what is so good about me.

i'm a horrible person.

i only hurt people.

i use people .

pls don't try to get me.

cause in my heart and brain its not possible.

i'm a douchebag.

gagaga.

u need a better girl then me.

i dont know what to say.

it has already turn out like this.

i'm so stupid

untitled

I can't stand 12.30 lessons makes me sluggish more then 8am lesson.

plus its 4 hours straight of drawing.

my worst subject.

i wish life was faster but , i wont be enjoying the times i have with my friends.

i should probably post more, derp if i ever remember to.

can't wait for tonight XD

phone call with friend.

i feel shy for some reason derpderp.

i shall tumblr now.

BB

untill next time.

I'm scared.

I'm scared to fall in love again, i don't want to be hurt again.

Every time i flirt with somebody , i enjoy that moment.

But after that it turns sour, because i'll be all alone again.

I feel bad sometimes.

hurting people.

but i want to be hold in someone arms.

it feels good

knowing that someone is there for you.

having the warmth of a another person makes people feel comfortable

life is hard

i just want somebody to hug

taking every opportunity to do it.

i don't mind a fling if i could just have someone there for me for that moment.

but its not good.

always telling myself there's a limit to things.

i need a body hugger warming thingy. someone invent one for me.

so i could hug it anytime i want, when i feel i need a person to hug.

K i shall just update my trip to huahin.

i probably upload photos to my flickr.

Lets just say car ride is long.

stopped at my uncle's place to pass him stuff.

which was on the way.

after that went towards hua hin.

which passes by cha am.

which is also another beach.

LOLS.

it's just a straight road down, 65km away =S

had to ask for direction to our hotel which was damn far in.

reach our hotel.

3 stars.

okay.

hotel room.

the room looked like it has not been used for ages.

freaked out a little.

but meh.

toilet bath, hot water.

is just sad.

still cold.

QQ

went out to meet mom friend.

husband was also singaporean.

speaks better thai then my dad lols!

they re-built a house in huahim.

DAMN NICE.

i r jealous.

lols.

went to ate dinner together.

at a seafood restaurant.

there this super hot guy keep serving me.

my sister keep on joking with me every time he comes to my table to fill my cup.

i was like HNNG just nice my cup empty nthing else.

it's been a long time i felt this waku waku feeling.

DX

well maybe cause when i was attached i don't look at any other guys.

after dinner went to shop.

after that went back to hotel.

i didnt swim cause no swim suit.

wasted.

and hua hin is famous for it's beach.

then slept.

morning woke up.

went to temple.

semi up a mountain.

it was super hot today.

after temple went to a market.

market was awesome. [the pictures might tell you how awesome it was]

then went to grandma house.

which was on the way back to bangkok.

after that the car ride back to bangkok was fast.

and i had to control not peeing in the car for 40mins +

QQ.

then reach home! .

and i'm leaving on a flight 2moro to chiang mai!!!!

HNNG.

shall post more.

next time.

my flicker.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/tof5u/

Welcome to thailand

So its coming to the 4th day of my trip.

should start updating my blog. DX

no pictures cause i'm awesome to forgot to bring out my camera.

1st day.

Its been years since i sat on a plane. わくわくです。

so excited, i sat on Thai airlines because budget planes was more expensive.

at the dutyfree store i bought a honey choya!

expensive. even if its duty free T_T.

then i heard i can't bring it back to singapore. dad ask me to keep it here in thailand.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

mom bought DOM and dad as usual bought wine.

and 2 packs cigs for sister in thailand.

then got on to the plane.

food comes.

speaking in thai is hard. cause i dont speak as much as my sis.

asking for drink is ｗｗｗ.

end up i speak to the air Stewards [or what u call them so fail me] in english.

then i heard them speak english i went OMG WTF?

SUPERB

fucking hell the guy can even speak chinese.

makes me look damn sad for a multi lingual person.

k moving on.

reach thailand quite fast.

got stuff and went home.

trip back home was so farrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

reminds me how big thailand was.

sad part is i stay near the old airport.

FUUUUUUUUUUUU.

oh and weather damn cold.

like winter wonderland. LOLS.

reached home.

TOLL WAY!!

took only 30 to 40 mins i think.

if not sure 1-2hrs.

so we settle down our stuff.

and went off to the newest shopping mall.

central square.

its like 313.

A LOT OF BRANDED STALL.

AND thailand so awesome that, every where looks like rural areas then suddenly BOOM next door is a new shopping mall.

its everywhere like that in thailand lols!

so dont expect the nearest shopping center is near the hotel.

so at central i bombed $100+ SGD.

i bought PLAYBOY stuff.

omg damn nice i r hearts it.

so sexy and nice!!!

then i realise fuck i wasted 100. DX

and its only a tanktop + pants.

then i r determined to stop spending for that day.

then i see paulfrank !@#$.

lucky mom say she buy for me LOLS.

if not i sure go broke.

then for dinner we ate at a korean buffet.

15 -18 SGD per person.

fucking hell the meat so big and thick can die.

after eat until full

shop at market for grocery.

then go home.

Day 2.

So today we went to platanium.

fall spelling but who cares.

bought clothes namely lighting.

the japanese style jacket i always wear.

i bought 3.

LOLOLOL.

cause my mom force me to buy 3.

cause its always cheaper if u buy 3.

bought cute shoes.

bought shiroi neko jacket and shirts.

FUCKING AWESOME I R LINKS YOU.

http://www.shiroineko.com/catalogue.html

its way cheaper in thailand then to buy online.

jacket was last one too *w*.

bought printed tees and stuff for friends.

then went home.

and getting a taxi is a pain in the arse.

Day3

so today i went out to visit moms friend.

and go to pasar malam[fun fare]

I REGRETTED NOT BRINGING CAMERA OUT.

this fun fare was opened by the king. near one of the palace.

the palace is absolutely amazing.

but no camera .

YAY ME.

the fan fare was so big. like OMG WTF BBQ big.

we walked like more then 1km.

i think we only covered less then 1/2 the fare.

fuuuuuuuuu

bought so much food and cheap clothes!!!

and stuff was like going out super cheap.

after that we went home eat then go for massage.

apparently every one keeps on staring at me. not cause i beautiful.

not cause i exposed my legs.

but cause my legs long.

WTF.

thats what my sis told me .

lols .

yay me for wearing short everything.

massage was a painful experience but a good one.

butt grabbing.

=w=.

WHATS WITH PEOPLE MASSAGING ME,LIKE TO TOUCH MY BUTT.

=w=.

nth to say. lols.

k thats all for now shall update more later. after my trip to hua hin and chiang mai.

and i'm fine. even if thailand is flooding and having earthquakes.

君。

Now listening

[OVER] - 8 people chorus + miku

【合唱】OVER【8人＋1人】

I just dont know how to act anymore.

seems so weird.

argghh.

i know you dont mind being the 3rd person.

but i feel bad every time i used you.

iam afraid that this friendship will end.

cause i treasure you as a friend [stab stab stab]

that sentence damn stabbing .

lols.

i think alot about this OTL.

it think u might have cried over me.

iam sorry.

=w=

i know the amount of sorry i said wont make up for it.

=w=.

OTL

i fail as a person.

=w=.

Cause iam bored and awesome.

Yaoi warning.

cause i can haz yaoi =P

sex first OHOHOHOH to lazy to make a story.

sorry if it feels rushed.

and i name them in seasons.

and i can haz many spelling errors.

setting: bedroom , in school uniform ;D

'Hahhh' , aki moan softly as my mouth slowly moved around his mouth with rhythm, in and out our tongue entwined, every time when i pulled my tongue away aki would cling on me, rushing his tongue against mine wanting for more.

damn aki was so adorable, every time he did that , i just want to push him down, but its our first time and i want to take things slowly.

'aki...' i gently voiced, as i pulled away.

'huh?' he said in a pant.

'lie down...' i said while shifting him to a more comfortable position.

now i was on top of him, i stared at him for a moment , i cant believe that aki was lying in front of me in heat. it was like a dream come true.

'hnnh?' aki voiced, wanting me to continue, i smiled at him and continued kissing him.

my finger traced down his small sensitive body, arriving at the first button i slowly unbutton it and continued to the second button, doing the same , then i came in to view of his pink nipples.

i slowly traced my fingers on his perky nipples, looking at his reaction , he was enjoying it.

i slowly place my tongue on one of his nipple and my fingers on the other , flicking it up and down and around, pinching and nibbling.

aki flinched

'hahh.. ha...fu...yu...' aki moan as he tried to push my head away.

'hnnh...? your not enjoying it?' i asked as lifted my head.

'ah.' he looks away with his tear filled eyes.

i sat up ready to leave.

He then pull me back down in to a kiss , i was dazed.

he pushed me down on to the bed, quickly unbuckling my belt and unzipping my pants and pulling down underwear exposing my penis.

before he went down on me i stopped him.

'you sure?'

'hnnnh..'

i let him continue.

he slowly begin to lick the head of my penis.

damn it felt good.

turning and twisting this tongue around my member , i could feel every bit of his tongue on my penis. he opened mouth and starts to suck on me , one hand on his own and one on mine. stroking and sucking with rhythm . letting out moans in between every pulse. it's really turning me on now. i cant take it anymore.

i pushed aki down on the bed , pulling off his pants and underwear.

i grabbed the lotion on my night stand and started to pour it over my fingers.

slowly rubbing my fingers on aki's opening , he winced , feeling the coldness of the lotion.

'relax...' i said , kissing him on the forehead.

he nodded.

slowly sliding my fingers in and out.

'squish,squelch'

i could hear the sound of it going in and out.

i begin to kiss him to relax him even further.

'nghhh'

i slowly pushed my second finger in trying to stretch it even further as iam afraid i might break him.

'ahhh....hhhaahhh....'

'fu...yu....hahhh'

'no.... mo....re...'

'i...wa...nt...yo...urs...'

my self control snapped, i placed the tip of my penis on his hole.

ready to thrust it in.

i lean down to kiss him, pushing my penis in to his hole.

and i was in.

pushing in even further he started to squeeze down on me.

'hahhh' he moans as i try to fit all of me in him.

when i was fully in, i looked at him.

he nodded.

i begin thrusting him . teasing him with slow and fast moment to see his reaction.

'hahhhh....ahhhh'

'hnnnn...ennn'

i begin to fumble.

damn this was not easy as he was too low.

i pull out.

he looked at me clueless .

i turned him around and raised him until he was on all fours.

'no... its... too... embarrassing'

i ignored him.

i started to plunge my penis in to him.

'ahhhhhhhhh'

he grabbed tight on the sheets.

'hahhh..ahhh...hahhh....'

he closed his eyes tight as i thrust him at full speed.

'aki... you are so adorable'

'hhahhh, fu....yu...'

his hole was dripping wet with lube, making it easy for me to thrust into him more.

our moans echoed through out the room.

he suddenly squeeze down tight on me, hinting he was about to cum.

'me...too' i grunt.

'hahhh, co...me.. in...side....' he pants.

then with a final thrust , we both came.

as i slowly pull out , i saw my cum slowly dripping out of my lovers hole.

i hugged aki.

'i love you' i said

'ennn'

Bleh.

argh i feel pissed at myself.

iam sorry if iam using you.

iam really stupid for doing that.

should have not used u to counter attack him.

i know i hurt you.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hate myself sometimes.

DAMN.

Darling do you really care about me?

iam asking seriously.

if not iam going to move on.

seriously i dont wanna waste more time on you when you dont even want to spend time with me.

end up, i become someone so dumb to use another person.

ARGH.

ranting time.

yesterday you told me your staying at home.

okay.

then today you told me you went out.

i was like WUTTTTTTT BITCH.

then i ask y u didnt tell me , u said phone no batt.

so iam like okay.

then u told me you went out with daddeh,socrio,invic and [i forgot trollz]

then i was like.

really?

when you told me u wanna stay home.

then i ask y u cant at least tell me u going out with other people?

yes phone no batt.

other people phone cannot use?

its not like they going to kill you if they loan u.

then u said daddeh phone low batt.

LIKE HELLO theres like other 3 phones.

all also low batt?

JOKE.

u made me wait for ur call and smses.

i was like awake at 4 am for u.

end up i gave up waiting.

as i thought u already slping.

GAHHHHH.

pissing me again and again.

ur doing a great job.

best part u went drinking today

when iam still angry at you. =/

damn you.

seriously

yah yah i said fine cause daddeh asked you.

but you never gave thought about me.

ITS ALL YOU YOU YOU YOU.

damn.

so sian of this.

ARGGH