Sunday, February 6, 2011

君。




Now listening
[OVER] - 8 people chorus + miku
【合唱】OVER【8人+1人】

I just dont know how to act anymore.

seems so weird.

argghh.

i know you dont mind being the 3rd person.

but i feel bad every time i used you.

iam afraid that this friendship will end.

cause i treasure you as a friend [stab stab stab]

that sentence damn stabbing .

lols.

i think alot about this OTL.

it think u might have cried over me.

iam sorry.

=w=

i know the amount of sorry i said wont make up for it.

=w=.

OTL

i fail as a person.

=w=.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Cause iam bored and awesome.

Yaoi warning.
cause i can haz yaoi =P
sex first OHOHOHOH to lazy to make a story.
sorry if it feels rushed.
and i name them in seasons.
and i can haz many spelling errors.

setting: bedroom , in school uniform ;D

'Hahhh' , aki moan softly as my mouth slowly moved around his mouth with rhythm, in and out our tongue entwined, every time when i pulled my tongue away aki would cling on me, rushing his tongue against mine wanting for more.
damn aki was so adorable, every time he did that , i just want to push him down, but its our first time and i want to take things slowly.

'aki...' i gently voiced, as i pulled away.

'huh?' he said in a pant.

'lie down...' i said while shifting him to a more comfortable position.

now i was on top of him, i stared at him for a moment , i cant believe that aki was lying in front of me in heat. it was like a dream come true.

'hnnh?' aki voiced, wanting me to continue, i smiled at him and continued kissing him.

my finger traced down his small sensitive body, arriving at the first button i slowly unbutton it and continued to the second button, doing the same , then i came in to view of his pink nipples.

i slowly traced my fingers on his perky nipples, looking at his reaction , he was enjoying it.

i slowly place my tongue on one of his nipple and my fingers on the other , flicking it up and down and around, pinching and nibbling.

aki flinched

'hahh.. ha...fu...yu...' aki moan as he tried to push my head away.

'hnnh...? your not enjoying it?' i asked as lifted my head.

'ah.' he looks away with his tear filled eyes.

i sat up ready to leave.

He then pull me back down in to a kiss , i was dazed.

he pushed me down on to the bed, quickly unbuckling my belt and unzipping my pants and pulling down underwear exposing my penis.

before he went down on me i stopped him.

'you sure?'

'hnnnh..'

i let him continue.

he slowly begin to lick the head of my penis.

damn it felt good.

turning and twisting this tongue around my member , i could feel every bit of his tongue on my penis. he opened mouth and starts to suck on me , one hand on his own and one on mine. stroking and sucking with rhythm . letting out moans in between every pulse. it's really turning me on now. i cant take it anymore.

i pushed aki down on the bed , pulling off his pants and underwear.

i grabbed the lotion on my night stand and started to pour it over my fingers.

slowly rubbing my fingers on aki's opening , he winced , feeling the coldness of the lotion.

'relax...' i said , kissing him on the forehead.

he nodded.

slowly sliding my fingers in and out.

'squish,squelch'

i could hear the sound of it going in and out.

i begin to kiss him to relax him even further.

'nghhh'

i slowly pushed my second finger in trying to stretch it even further as iam afraid i might break him.

'ahhh....hhhaahhh....'

'fu...yu....hahhh'

'no.... mo....re...'

'i...wa...nt...yo...urs...'

my self control snapped, i placed the tip of my penis on his hole.
ready to thrust it in.

i lean down to kiss him, pushing my penis in to his hole.

and i was in.

pushing in even further he started to squeeze down on me.

'hahhh' he moans as i try to fit all of me in him.

when i was fully in, i looked at him.

he nodded.

i begin thrusting him . teasing him with slow and fast moment to see his reaction.

'hahhhh....ahhhh'

'hnnnn...ennn'

i begin to fumble.

damn this was not easy as he was too low.

i pull out.

he looked at me clueless .

i turned him around and raised him until he was on all fours.

'no... its... too... embarrassing'

i ignored him.

i started to plunge my penis in to him.

'ahhhhhhhhh'

he grabbed tight on the sheets.

'hahhh..ahhh...hahhh....'

he closed his eyes tight as i thrust him at full speed.

'aki... you are so adorable'

'hhahhh, fu....yu...'

his hole was dripping wet with lube, making it easy for me to thrust into him more.

our moans echoed through out the room.

he suddenly squeeze down tight on me, hinting he was about to cum.

'me...too' i grunt.

'hahhh, co...me.. in...side....' he pants.

then with a final thrust , we both came.

as i slowly pull out , i saw my cum slowly dripping out of my lovers hole.

i hugged aki.

'i love you' i said

'ennn'






Bleh.




argh i feel pissed at myself.

iam sorry if iam using you.

iam really stupid for doing that.

should have not used u to counter attack him.

i know i hurt you.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hate myself sometimes.

DAMN.



Darling do you really care about me?

iam asking seriously.

if not iam going to move on.

seriously i dont wanna waste more time on you when you dont even want to spend time with me.

end up, i become someone so dumb to use another person.

ARGH.



ranting time.

yesterday you told me your staying at home.

okay.

then today you told me you went out.

i was like WUTTTTTTT BITCH.

then i ask y u didnt tell me , u said phone no batt.

so iam like okay.

then u told me you went out with daddeh,socrio,invic and [i forgot trollz]

then i was like.

really?

when you told me u wanna stay home.

then i ask y u cant at least tell me u going out with other people?

yes phone no batt.

other people phone cannot use?

its not like they going to kill you if they loan u.

then u said daddeh phone low batt.

LIKE HELLO theres like other 3 phones.

all also low batt?

JOKE.

u made me wait for ur call and smses.

i was like awake at 4 am for u.

end up i gave up waiting.

as i thought u already slping.

GAHHHHH.

pissing me again and again.

ur doing a great job.

best part u went drinking today

when iam still angry at you. =/

damn you.

seriously

yah yah i said fine cause daddeh asked you.

but you never gave thought about me.

ITS ALL YOU YOU YOU YOU.

damn.

so sian of this.

ARGGH