question

When i ask you a question , i want answer.

=A=

Y U NO GIVE ME ANSWER.

u always will avoid the question.

gagaga.

=A=

hias. nth to say.

also asking question , please ask something that is not hard to reply.

i proly give 1 word answer.

lol.

i cant hold a proper conversation.

because i cant put my heart to in to replying people.

sorry if i always give 1 word answers.

>_<

habit

so its up to you .

to continue a conversation.

>_<

time to slp nights!

Had the weirdest dream last night.

another zombie one.

=A= i woke up tired.

like i have been running away from something.

lots of drama in this zombie Apocalypse dream.

so many running and killing.

i feel so tired.

i want to stop having these type of dreams.

makes me vulnerable.

i want to go home and slp now.

L2P

Yesterday went to L2P with nanaka and aniki.

There was free coffee served by the cute and handsome people from Haru Cafe.

Free play of MvC3.

i got owned by another player, so sad =< so gay. he combo all the way. =A=

Free play of SF4.

was not that bad.

but when i played with this girl, she was so pissed.

cause i was trolling her. lolololol.

when the last match i played with her, she so scary.

bang the controller.

derpderp.

Also played WS , bushiroad set up tables and chairs.

still havent learnt how to play vanguard =A=

Took picture of that amourdillo thingy i forgot its name from MH.

requested him to roll but he cant lols!

Bought manaka nendroid!

Dinner with parents.

then went home.

overall this year event was smaller compared to previous year.

but had fun anyways~

=D

please dont read unless u wanna see me curse and swear.

KNN CCB.

FML.

the fucking past came back and haunt me.

i did stupid things that i should had not done.

fucking stupid of me.

that asshole, found me.

OMG I THOUGHT U STILL IN JAIL SIA.

WAFACK.

omg.

i in bad position now.

OMG I TRIED TO FORGET ABOUT THE STUPID THINGS THAT I HAD DONE.

and now he is back.

those who knows, knows.

please dont ask what is it.

i haunted.

for being so stupid.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

CB.

KNN.

ALL I CAN DO NOW IS CURSE AND SWEAR

i cant fucking do anything.

just praying u go back to jail.

fuck.

i thought u will stay there fucking longer.

OMG.

Y u come back

fucking come and haunt me.

KNN CCB ASSHOLE

STAY AWAY FROM ME.

fuck i so stupid.

FUCK FUCK FUCK

i'm acting like i dont know who are you

CAUSE I TRYING TO RUN AWAY FROM YOU

OMG

STAY AWAY

PLEASE

DONT COME AND FIND ME

I'M SCARED LIKE FUCK.

I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER THAT FUCKING DAY

omg.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

someone save me

i sense avoidence already.

play time is over dear.

=D

lets stop this.

on another note.

I NEED A INTERNET GIRLFRIEND / BOYFRIEND.

derpderp. lols!

Dear sorry for being attached to you.

maybe cause i was running away from something.

and i needed someone there.

to help me and spend time with me.

u always made me laugh, i was happy being with you.

even though we dont even meet at all.

you have your life i have mine.

i should stop being attached to u.

=A=

i think u find it annoying.

DX

sorry.

this i r cant

u smsed me, asking why i kept asking you how's life.

i don't know how to answer you.

as some where inside i still love you.

maybe cause i'am still worried about you.

i miss the feeling of you being here with me.

though i'm living fine without you.

i have this feeling of grabbing u and hugging u tight.

thinking anyone would do.

using other people as a replacement is stupid but i r cant stop.

that feeling of having someone with you.

its so hard to be alone.

after 2 years.

it feels so weird without you.

its like i have been thrown to a world of unknown.

but being me.

i'm giving you up.

i don't look back.

so lets start afresh if it ever happens.

愛してくれて、ありがとう

あなたのこと忘れないよ

いつも幸せになる!

what i think

one day this will all stop, the day you don't love me no more and the day i had found someone else.

i should stop myself from doing this.

maybe i should find someone new, just to stop you from loving me.

i just don't like you in that way

all the things i had done is for my own advantage of being lonely.

i rather be friends normal friends ,not until that point we had pass today.

i need self fucking control

=A=

OTL

someone please save me from the depths i had pass to the point of breaking.

Regret?

mou yamete?

i don't know what to do now.

i should have not ask that question.

gagaga

i'm afraid to lose you but at the same time afraid to hurt you.

i should stop myself from going down any further then this .

i cant just depend on you.

i feel stupid

oh wait

i was always stupid

FML

i need someone to give me a slap across the face.

i just fucked up my life just like that.

and seriously what is so good about me.

i'm a horrible person.

i only hurt people.

i use people .

pls don't try to get me.

cause in my heart and brain its not possible.

i'm a douchebag.

gagaga.

u need a better girl then me.

i dont know what to say.

it has already turn out like this.

i'm so stupid

untitled

I can't stand 12.30 lessons makes me sluggish more then 8am lesson.

plus its 4 hours straight of drawing.

my worst subject.

i wish life was faster but , i wont be enjoying the times i have with my friends.

i should probably post more, derp if i ever remember to.

can't wait for tonight XD

phone call with friend.

i feel shy for some reason derpderp.

i shall tumblr now.

BB

untill next time.

I'm scared.

I'm scared to fall in love again, i don't want to be hurt again.

Every time i flirt with somebody , i enjoy that moment.

But after that it turns sour, because i'll be all alone again.

I feel bad sometimes.

hurting people.

but i want to be hold in someone arms.

it feels good

knowing that someone is there for you.

having the warmth of a another person makes people feel comfortable

life is hard

i just want somebody to hug

taking every opportunity to do it.

i don't mind a fling if i could just have someone there for me for that moment.

but its not good.

always telling myself there's a limit to things.

i need a body hugger warming thingy. someone invent one for me.

so i could hug it anytime i want, when i feel i need a person to hug.